I have given all I could while fighting to not give all I have to every lover that I’ve had. I don’t ask for much in return, just loyalty. And even that…none have been able to give me. Common loyalty. Lol, T_T man don suffer.
i wish it wasn’t this way. but that changes nothing. i’m weak. mentally and emotionally. i’m weaker than i’ve ever been. but i know that if i make it through this, i’ll be stronger than i’ve ever been. i pray i make it through this.
Today makes it 3years since T.Boy my brother died; it still hurts like it happened yesterday. But i know he’s with the Lord know, I love you T.Boy, Rest in perfect peace my love. You will always be missed.
She’s jealous. She wishes you loved her. She wishes she got to experience you in ways the other girl did. She wishes she was the one for you. Partially because she’s an attention whore. But mainly because you meant so much to her. nonetheless you’re not good enough for her. God has someone for her. He will be perfect for her.
I have been following your blog for quite a while now. I moved here from West Africa two years ago and I have been through a really tough time this year, however I have had the support of a very beautiful Cameroonian girl who has supported me throughout my trials. Cameroonian girls are awesome
Awe (: I’m glad to know that a fellow camer is helping you out. I pray things get easier for you. Stay blessed.
I feel so weak. With short spands of intense heart. Maybe if I ate something seeing how I havent had a real meal since Wednesday. And I can help myself out by feasting my eyes on beautiful black brothers in fitted suits matched with loafers. Yummy (:
She wishes to forgive you but the wounds are still too fresh. Shed say she forgave you but then she’d be telling a lie. She doesn’t want to lie to you nor herself. Enough damage has been caused already. Only truths, no more lies. And forgiveness when she is ready.
It’s Election Day in Egypt, the DRC, and Guyana. Praying for the election of leaders that will lead these countries justly and fairly, leaders who will care for their people, and see to their needs, leaders who will put their country and their people above themselves. Here’s to “democracy” in which ever form it may appear. Here’s to unity, and here’s to freedom.